Tuesday, February 24, 2009
when you're at the end of the road
& looking back,
you'll see that life isn't about destination but journey.
what made you today is a product of your yesterday,
today and tomorrow e.i. every single moment gone thru,
hopes & dreams.
some take the road less traveled.
some take the endless road.
some just jump into it not even sure if it's the road.
and not everyone can make it till the end of the road...
Posted at 09:06 pm by TurtleBlog
Monday, February 23, 2009
Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
your chest and it oepns up your heart
and it means that someone can get
and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses, you build
whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you,
then one stupid
person, no different from any other
stupid person, wanders into your
stupid life...You give
them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.
something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you,
then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets
inside you. It eats you out
and leaves you crying in the darkness, so
simple a phrase
like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a
splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts. Not just in
the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a real
I hate love."
Posted at 09:52 pm by TurtleBlog
Monday, February 09, 2009
Travel, trouble, music, art
A kiss, a frock, a rhyme-
I never said they feed my heart,
But still they pass my time.
Posted at 04:23 pm by TurtleBlog
Sunday, May 25, 2008
i am the sum total of everything that went before me,
of all that i have been seen done, of everything done-to-me.
i am everyone everything whose being-in-the-world affected
was affected by mine. i am everything that happens after i've
gone that would not have happened if i had not come...to
understand me you must swallow a world
Salman Rushdie, Midnight's Children.
Posted at 11:31 pm by TurtleBlog
Monday, July 16, 2007
and i know that he knows i'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside to know that i am
happy with some other guy i can see him
i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door
i see him die a little more inside
i don't wanna hurt him anymore
i don't wanna take away his life
i don't wanna be...a murderer
~ Unfaithful - Rihanna
"This is what upsets her most to admit that the
affair causes her to feel strangely at peace."
~The Namesake - Jhumpa Lahiri
The above two somehow give me similar sense.
Posted at 08:36 pm by TurtleBlog
Sunday, May 06, 2007
for having abandaned you almost a year.
this is not the first time i am about to write.
the will is there but the mind is not.
so writing is always one of my long-craving-for lists
i can't just write about anything at anytime but the
right time e.i. being overwhemed with something or
getting down under control of the moon and the sun.
so it's apparently different between a writer and someone
who is not.
people usually get on my nerve and make me crazy.
but it's only lunar makes you lunartic.
we've stepped in the rainy season. monsoon starts in
Aug. i guess.
i LOVE sea when it's raining hard.
huge rolling waves crazily hit the submerged rocks before
slowly claming down, moving along towards shore and
finally fading away to the sand... can you imagine its sound?
i wish i could be there; where the sea meets the sand...
Posted at 12:55 pm by TurtleBlog
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
for over 3 months that i haven't talked with mom.
we started a few words today
i didn't do it sooner because ... i don't know what to do if
she will never talk or reply?
and she didn't do it because she might have thought the same?
it doesn't matter.
i love you.
Posted at 10:33 pm by TurtleBlog
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Unfortunately, I'm not a person who give importance on
the day I was born. It's just like any other day, nothing
So it's a bit awkward and I'm stupid enough for not knowing
how to respond appropriately when people come up and
"happy birthday ... to youuuuu...."
A friend from a long distance whom I never met in person could
remember it this year. Maybe what's special for our birthday is
when people we know remind us our own birthdays and you see
who they are!
Posted at 11:29 pm by TurtleBlog
Monday, June 19, 2006
The 60th Anniversary of the King's accession to the throne: June 9-11, 06 - Long Live the King
"My Place in this world is where I can live among my people,
that is all Thai People"
(HM King Bhumibhol Adulyadej)
The Temple & The Grand Palace
Royal Barges (Rehearsal)
Posted at 09:09 pm by TurtleBlog
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
I've watched it just now.
A young boy at his 14-15 years old lost his whole family
from the flooding in the N.
So it repeated the same thing happened to tsunami's victims.
Can you imagine yourself, as a kid, one day that all your
parents, brothers and sisters and relatives, they're all suddenly
gone before your eyes and only you survive. How life would it be?
This is it - something you call 'life' but what kind of life is this?
Compared to what I'm struggling through, it's really shit and nothing.
I turned off tv and went away. It was too sad and I can't stand anything
like this. I really can't.
Posted at 12:34 pm by TurtleBlog